Pursuing My Ikigai.

I’m starting my blog on a piece of note in my phone. Digital and irrelevant.

Just like most authors, I’m starting with a thought. I’m taking the courage to start pursuing my ikigai (purpose). And finding my passion. Instead of doing something I’m good at, I’m finally doing something I enjoy the process of (hopefully). 

I remember the first time I kick-started my own career, ground up. I was freelancing. The first time I started making money outside of my parent’s guidance and umbrella of emotional and economical support. 

I saw a post from Instagram. It said “it seems like everyone who gets an iPad or tablet gets their life together, so I got mine.” 

I didn’t have that much money saved up at that time. None at all in fact. 

So I took the time to pray for several weeks, and finally decided to max up the credit card limit. I asked my father to help me get my first tablet for work, and he made the stupidest mistake of using his debit card instead of credit card. 

It was 2020. The start of financial crisis, and the damn*d COVID. We had no savings. Truth be told, we were in a critical situation. 

I successfully convinced my parents that I would return the investment made from that Samsung Tab. 

Stupidly, we wasted our cash instead of the bank’s penny with a debit card and not a credit card… (This was a big deal for us at that time.)

We spent a short moment blaming my father for his recklessness. Choosing the wrong card. 

Thankfully, we did not go broke after buying that tab and God helped me successfully make much much more return in investment compared to the price of that tab. 

The point of this story is… 

It seems that everyone who started a blog and consistently and persistently worked through and with determination continue their pursue of passion… DID not get their shit together, lol, excuse my French… 

But they did find a path and open up tons of opportunities they never have ever thought possible. 

I’m starting too. 

Whether someone reads this or not, is in God’s hands. 

Even digital marketing, traffic, and traction, have luck involved. 

Cheers to a start. 

I call myself the insane lady not because I think I’m crazy. (Okay maybe a little.)

Not because I have tons of insane behavior or experience. 

But because insanity is not wrong. And I’m here to share my aspects, philosophies, and angles of insanity, so you, yourself, can define your healthy insanity as sanity and peace. 

Yours truly,

The Insane Lady

Current song playing: No God by Sam Smith